“I understand.”
“I hope you do.”
She stood.
Then, after a long pause, she added, “She asked for you when they took her for the biopsy.”
I looked up sharply.
Linda’s eyes shone.
“She was half-conscious from the medication. She kept saying your name.”
The words hit me harder than anything she had said before.
“She doesn’t know she said it,” Linda continued. “I wasn’t going to tell you. But maybe you need to understand that her heart is more complicated than her anger.”
Then she walked back toward Sophie’s room, leaving me alone beneath the buzzing hospital lights.
That night, I didn’t go home right away.
I sat in my car in the hospital parking garage, gripping the steering wheel.
For the first time since the divorce, I let myself remember our marriagewithout editing out the good parts.
Sophie dancing barefoot in our first apartment because the radio played her favorite song.
