Sophie looked paler than usual under the surgical cap.
At the double doors, the nurse paused.
Only one of us could go farther.
Sophie looked at her mother.
Then at me.
For one terrible second, I thought she was going to choose me, and guilt surged through me on Linda’s behalf.
But Sophie reached for her mother’s hand.
“Mom,” she whispered.
Linda bent and kissed her forehead.
“I’m right here, baby.”
Sophie closed her eyes.
Then, just before they pushed her through the doors, she turned her head toward me.
“Ethan?”
I stepped closer.
“Yes?”
“When you go to my apartment again,” she said, her voice faint, “you can read the letter.”
Then the doors opened, and she was gone.
The waiting room became its own kind of wilderness.
Hours moved strangely there. Too slow to endure, too fast to trust. Linda and I sat side by side beneath a television neither of us watched. Coffee cooled in paper cups. Families came and went. Every time a doctor entered, everyone looked up.
