Maddie cheered.
Claire looked at me for a long second and asked, “Did something bad happen?”
Kids know.
I swallowed and said, “A rough day happened.”
She nodded slowly like she understood more than I wanted her to.
Emily made spaghetti.
I barely tasted it.
That night, long after everyone went to bed, I sat alone at the dining room table in the dark.
No laptop.
No pitch deck.
No client notes.
Just me and the hollow feeling of being cut loose.
I kept replaying the morning like maybe there was a version where I could have saved the woman and kept my job too.
Maybe if I had called sooner.
Maybe if I had left sooner.
Maybe if I had texted from the hospital.
Maybe if I had chosen differently.
But each time the same wall rose in front of me.
She had collapsed.
I had helped.
A man is made up of moments like that.
